dear you

hey you, one of the most annoying person i've ever know. i've always wanted to tell some of these words to you. maybe you're thinking i don't know and don't care anything about you. of course i'll never let you know it but in fact i do. high pride, prestige, or whatever you want to call it, i'm sure you know it well too, it's one out of many things we have in common.

hey you, the person with those creative and different minds. did you know? i've always jealous of you ever since i know you. i know we have lots in common but you also have many things i always wanted to have. the way you caught people's heart, the way you treat them, the way you live your life, yes i'll might never have it. that's the main reason why i don't like you but at the same time always look up to you.

hey you, the one who've been struggling so damn hard lately. i'll might never know what's it like to be in your position now. also i don't have any right place to say this but you're gonna be fine. you can put your mask off, crying and whining all you want. but i know you're not going to let something like this brings you down. you're gonna find a way, like always. i'm gonna be right here, watching you do what's best for yourself, and get jealous of it, yeah not helping much i'm sorry. this is just the usual me who cannot do anything. but surely you have enough power and those loving people to help yourself. so don't give up :)

--v