invisible

hi there, let me introduce myself. i'm the invisible girl. i'm an expert in being invisible, of course. it's been my super power. so strong that sometimes i can't control it. how do i get it? no big effort really. it's people around me who shines more and i will just stand there being invisible. yeah well sometimes it's good, sometimes it's suck.

no i'm not mad with them, with those shining people. they 're my friends. my family, people who've been my world, i got no problem with them. don't take me wrong, i like being invisible. i love to stay out of trouble and not get involve. but lately i feel pity for myself. i can't get people i want to impress --not that i have one tough, but sooner or later i'll get to that phase-- to see me just because i'm that unattractive and forgettable. hm sounds pathetic.

i don't know if i'm really that invisible or it's just people around me who are too bright. maybe both. sometimes i'm amazed of how attractive they are. not about the physical appearance but in personality, they have their own way to shine. or maybe it's just my destiny to fill the minor cast of their life story, the A's daughter, the B's sister, the C's friend, etc. well if they said everybody have their own story, mine would be the side story which people don't bother to listen.

actually i don't mind being the behind-the-scene guy who help the lead role get the perfect happy ending. my invisibility haven't bring me to a big trouble so far so i think i don't need to think about this any further. no conclusion as always. this just a random thought which will pass anyway. i know someday i'll find a way to figure this out but until then, i think i'm still gonna stick with my invisible life, somehow i enjoy it haha

--v