so yesterday was my huge refreshment. i finally watch harry potter! yeah i know it's kinda late but i just got my spare time to go yesterday with the girls. then randomly (as always) we continue watching tangled, this was my first movie marathon to be honest.
harry potter to me was fantastic. i don't know why there're so many scenes that goes EXACTLY the same as my vision when i read the book. feels like i'm watching my imagination all over again. well tangled, as good as people told, was hilarious. those are my first movie in this semester and i'm a bit relieved i still can do thing like this.
at the same time something doesn't feel right. the whole past memories about him, us, came back all of a sudden. maybe it's just because the place, the place i used to watch movies all time, you know, with him. but weirdly there're these tiny things i didn't expect to remember and it keeps me wondering how do our memories work. are they like recording everything we saw, we heard, and we felt, like literally EVERYTHING unconsciously, and pops up in certain time like that?
for that harry potter movie, i read the book like years ago and i can't barely remember anything about it but when i watch the movie, i suddenly remember every detail of the story. if i can compare that with those time, it would be like i read a book when i'm with him, not really paying attention about what's going on and just go along with it until the last chapter. but yesterday suddenly i watched our movie and there goes thousands of unconscious memories showed up.
it's a very good "movie" after all. hmm well i'm not gonna lie there's still a slight pain to remember that but i know it will be gone sooner or later. and in time i watched "our movie" again it would have the same feeling like watching harry potter. okay it doesn't sound like good comparison tough but i'm fine, i know i'll be fine.
--v
